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Hey. I havent updated in a while. Usher was on 7th Heaven!!!! I was sOoOo happy then his Driven thing came on..that ive watched 3 times already LoL ~ OmG i <3 him to death LoL The other day- Friday i think-i was really upset. I cried n cried n cried most of the day..Saturday night i baby sitted at this ladys house..Sunday i went to work with Shane, Phil, Emily n my daddy then to the mall n wal*mart.
Today was hmm i duno.
1st- sucks. that class is jsut completely wack.
2nd- shes too nice n gives us too much work. we got books today..
3rd- got my locker finally..talked to a person after there i havent talked to in 4ever.
4th- good grief i cant learn all that spanish ima die!!
oMg at lunch me n Allyson n Shaleiskia accidently sat at the retard table!!! haha but NOBODY is in C lunch!!
5th- did some game n then got in groups. ui was with some gurl??? n vince whos in 10th grade. he said we were suppose to be smart but all we did was talk..well yeah me smart? when i wana be LoL
6th- ms williams is a nut! but me n Kala was talkin n talkin about this dude she thinks is sOoOo cute..haha n we had to stay after n promise to be quiet tomorrow.
Im always thinkin about differnt stuff n it gets frustrating.. LoL Im on here "doin my homework" I had HW in 5 subject!!!! So ima go finish that n call Jos. <3<3<3
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**FrIeNdS oNlY...From Now on!!!!**
**comment if you wana be added**
**<3~Erin**
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Hey! Ok when did i last update?? Well
$$$Today was GrEaT:
Got up at 1*30, ate some peach stuff, then talked to Greg for a while. Ive been in a good mood since. LoL. I AlWaYs am after I talk to him..hmm...(no ima be a good gurl n not say nething else about him. Keep Tha Peace!) LoL Jos. NEWAY My sister BuStEd a vein in my foot. LoL it hurts really bad!!! Then seen Kaleb n Phil jus left..he was here from 8 to 2*40 then he had to go get Monica. She works at Taco Bell and when she closes (at 3) the other day this man came up and knocked on her window! I woulda been terrified My God!
$$$Yesterday:
It was AwEsOmE. At church we (Phil, Monica, Emily n me) was eatin jelly beens. haha. Then at 2 we went to Phils. A whole bunch of people were there. We played like pool n grilled n stuff. His bother has a CLEAN car. Its better than Pimp My Ride 4real!! Then at like 10 we went outside n shot fireworks. Phil was tryin to kill us shootin them up in the garage. One accidently hit my cousin n he was rollin in the floor yellin im screwin god danget over n over. it was histarical (sp?). That was the funniest part of the night. There was ALOT of funny stuff goin down.Then we came home at 3. I had 2.5 beers haha only .5 was beer n the other 2 was somethin better.
$$$Neways:
Joslynne- I meant Thursday when you get back home (15th) slow. LoL n im havin a slow moment so could you tell me how long its been 4*24? (you'll get it)) LoL n u were impatient on you entry tonight. ima e-mail you back tomorrow cuz im in a GrEaT mood haha but im tired. <3
Brittany- YaY! Im sOoOoOoOo happy yal go back out!! <3
About what i was *scared* about (for yal that know, if you dont -ask- n i -might- tell ya) im not anymore!! I know things are gon~2 be ok! I only trust lets see !4! people theese days. I tell 2 erything n the other 2 some/alot. I tell alot more people stuff, i just cant tell them absolutely anything or erything. ((No names cuz I dont want people to get mad. Only 2 will read this n they prolly know who they are)) I prolly got more I need to uopdate but i gotta go read erybodys journals then go to sleep. <3
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Hey. Omg I havent been on in like what 2 days n I had a full page of friends list to read. LoL
Just remember things will work themselves out and remember all the people who really care for you. If you need to talk, im here!I wana know what happened 2. LoL <3
Ive been really upset lately. Just thinkin bout stuff im *scared* about. I still havent talked to Greg *tear* I hate that. I cant trust but like less than 5 people. Im not gonna say who they are cuz some people will get mad. haha. Joslynne check ur mail!! Plus movin. But yesterday i found out WERE NOT MOVIN TO MONKEY CENTRAL!! Yes!! I was sOoOo happy. In a way. LoL bcuz im never really happy nemore. But we are gon~2 find a house when we get back from Indiana n move b4 school starts. Well heres SOME of whats been goin on lately:
Hmm dont remember the day except at like 3*30 Phil n Monica were here n sittin in the living room talkin n watchin tv til like 5 then they went to Sonic to gget that burger special LoL n home to get their game. Came back at like 6, then my parents left to work n me, my cousin, sisters, n them played monoploy. This house was CrAzY i was throwin cucumers over Phils head into the sink he was like WTF. Then my sister was eatin them w/ ranch dressing n i shoved one of them into her face. haha. They was all bouncin off the walls. I shouldnt have been down there tho cuz i was in an AWFUL moood jsut thinkin about a whole bunch of stuff. I taped the awards tho cuz i wasnt bout to miss them.
Had to get up at 8 to leave at 9..went some places n shoppin til 3 with Tesa n Ms Karen. Then came home n watched tv i guess? Then left with my parents to go some places. Went to bed at like 1.
Got up at 7*30 then Tesa came n got me n my sister at 9*30. We wnet to a few stores then to Chili's then bout a million stores n the mall. I got a Late. LoL i love that word. We got home at like 8. Then at like 10 i watched the BET Awards i taped. OMG They were SoOoOoOo good. Usher n Ludacris..oooo...LoL Then went to bed at what 1.
Got up at 12, erybody had disappeared lol so i did somethin?? til like 2 then took a shower n got ready n erything. They got home at 3. We was pose to go to my grandpas but my dad had stuff to do n the traffic n stuff so we didnt. Then we caleaned the house LoL Phil n Monica came over again stayed til like 1*30..n it was ok..still wasnt in the best mood. Then i went to sleep at like 2. The stupid kids woke me up at 12 this mornin/afternoon n i cant go back to sleep. Well ima go. <3
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I have alot i need to update!! I will later though because I HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HHHAAAVVVEEE TTTOOO find a house. Long story..my dad found a house out by monkey central n NOOO! It just hit me las night..erything..OmG but i have to update later...<3
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Hey Whats Poppin?
Im FINALLY talkin to Joslynne! YaY! We gettin caught up..my fingers hurt! Right now Phil n Monica are here. They came over bout 9 n we played monoploy..they still are..i was 1st out but thats good lol..we ordered pizza..they gon~2 be here for a while. I seen Kaleb AgAiN!Ive been seein him too much! n hes goin to Indiana with us too. GoDdAwG. <=my new word. haha. well neways im goin crazy 4real! Ima *scared* about this one thing (if i told u u'd know)..but i 4really need to talk to Greg!.. im thirsty..i want some chocolate milk but we out. ima get some dr pepper (LoL Jos) We talkin to Aaron..she tryin to mess with him its tOo funny. My dad always mean muggin! hes gon~2 lemme alone now finally. Well i cant remember what else to update about so ima make like Usher n umm ConFeSs..yeah..lol..me n my SlOw SeLf. me n jos confusin him..haha..ok i got 2 questions ERYBODY answer!
*1. Whos slower- me or Joslynne?
*2. Do me n Greg make a good couple?
Answer TrUtHfUlLy! Now im really gon~2 go <3
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Hey! Whats poppin?¿
After i got offline, i went outside cus my daddy n phil was out there. Phil has this TiGhT car with a CLEAN sound system..he was showin my cousin what it could do..my cousin likes country music and i was like aww no..so my dad was like go sit in the car and put it on ur music. so we went in there and was playin usher b/c all the stations were on commercial..Phil likes the music i like..he is my "dad/uncle/brother/step-mom". LoL but i call him PHILLY!! he finally quit his job at that rich store n works with my daddy now. So we came in and played this 30 minute short version of monopoly..Then he went n got his wife Monica n some KFC then got back here. We played monopoly til like 11...shortest game we ever played (7*30-11)! but its harder with 7 or 8 people! Then i went to bed at like 12*30..too early! and OMG My FiShiEs died!! I accidently sufficated them LoL R.I.P in the toilet. hehe
Got up again early 11*30.. Then layed around. Phil n my dad came by to get water so of course i was makin fun of his peach shirt. LoL then erybody wqas gone for like an hour except me n my sister. we watched Ricki Lake LoL!! it was funny about guys cheatin n stuff. i cant rememver what ive done omg! i know ive taken a shower n eated leftover kfc..hmm dunno! LoL
I found out that i talk about Greg too much or somethin!!! LoL on that quiz thingy erybody sayin stuff bout Greg. but oh well! its all tru lol i do love him n im goin crazy because i havent talked to him n 4ever!! i called him like 2 times already today n he isnt home..my goodness.LoL ima go fill them out for erybody. <3
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Hey!
//Hmm Yesterday
I got up at 8..i had went to bed at 2 cuz i stayed up and cLeAnEd my room!! yay..then me my sister and my dad had to go up to guthrie kentcuky for a lil while with some people..Met the people that came over for lunch..they followed us then Phil and Monica came late..they left around 3*15 adn we went to the picnic. Got there at 3*40 cuz we ahd to stop and get ice n chips.lol. so i talked to a few people..then we played softball! that game is fun!! i played 3rd base or catcher most of the time. i like bein catcher! In the middle of the game Kaleb got there..i was goin to get my glove so i talked to him for a second..then we was pickin on each other teh whole game. We played until they told us to come eat.. I ate wth Kaleb, Jesse, and some other guy.. i thikn his name was Don?? duno. So we wanted to paly spades..Kaleb n his slow self doesnt know how to play so he went and played softball. we got my dad and it was me n Don againt my dad n Jesse. it was tight. we played "baltimore ghetto version" or somethin. then my dad went to play volley ball so Ms Karen (Kalebs momma) came n played. The game on crutical. lol we was tryin to steal books n hide cards, then phones was rining n messin us up. We played for a long minute..then i went to play softball again. we played til like 7*45 i think..me n kaleb was playin licks..my arm is still sore! but he left at like 7*15. i went n played in the sand on the volleyball court. lol. all the people were throwin the football ro gettin ready to leave. so i went to the play ground. played withCourtney n Daniel..they are so cute! there mom is sooo pretty like blue green eyes and curly blonde browish hair n there dad looks like Joe..thats his name thought too. LoL. so we left at like 8*30 n went to walmart then came home and i went to bed at 12..i was tired! i talked to prolly bout a million people! Thats just mainly what happened LoL
//Today
After church i talked to Kaleb for like 30 minutes..we was walkin around n talkin to the lil kids LoL then i went with Tesa again (n her husband Greg n daughter Savanna). We went a few places around town..then to the Golden Coral by the mall. It was good there. On our way to my house we saw my daddy n Phil (which we thought was my mom LoL) they were gon~2 Gary Matthew for a job. I think they are home now cuz the generator thingy is messed up prolly. They NEED to leave so i can call <3Greg<3! I miss him soooo much. Yall just duno! Erybody say wes a cute couple..but nobody understands!! Except for like less than 5 people. n get this.. me n Allyson are pissed at each other FOR THE SAME REASON ONCE AGAIN! ok..im ok..yeah
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Wednesday im goin with Tesa again. Im not sure what were gon~2 do but we might go shoppin. Ms Karen is going with us. shes soo fun! hmm hopefully not Kaleb too though LoL...44 days til school! OmG!!...only 11 til i go to indiana YaY!..Awards are in 2..Im goin to my grandoas in 5...Christines birthday is July 30..so what 33 days. LoL
//Joslynne- im not gon~2 type erything i gotta tell you out n send it to you! that would take years! but man i gottta tell you sooooo much 4real! i like ur words. ima lot more than Ross. LoL Come Home 4real chica..i duno who else to trust n i needa tell somebody bout erything!!<3
//Well Well
I cant remember nething else! I need to go read erybodys journal that I already havent, write Joslynne, find AIM, n get some more songs dowloaded. All after i go mess with P.H.I.L.L.Y..which his slow self is beep beeping in the garage..LoL..he makes funny noises..ooo like at the Chinesse place like 2 weeks ago he made this LoUd cricket noise behind this old man n then turned n sat down real fast it was tOoOo funny. Well ima go find AIM..it ran away... <3
Fill this out about me n then i will for you..its hard!!
*Stolen from Keiasha*
*...:::FUNNESS:::...*
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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Last night i went to bed at 11, cuz i got home at 10, then this morning got up at 11, cus i wasnt sleepin good.Ive been really thinkin lately..im sooooo pissed. my goodness but i aint gon~2 talk about it on here..just IM me and i'll tell to you...Neways 2 of my fishies are now named. Christine said Herman and Keiasha said Billy. Now i need a gurls name..even though i dunno what any of them are..how can u tell on a fish?? LoL Oh My Goodness!! I know how to use a fax machine now!! YAY!! i faxed something for my daddy. Man...today i gotta clean my room. Tomorrow Phil, Monica, and 2 other people are coming over for lunch..ugh..then at 3 were going to this pinic thats gon~2 be tight..hopefully.. we'll prolly stay there til 9 or 10..i know ima be tired cuz i am but i cannot sleep! i think i have sleeping problems. and i need some rogain LoL Im sOoOo bored..Lets see..BET Awards are Tuesday.. Christine- u remember watchin them las year n callin each other on ery commercail (sp?) LoL.. Usher AND Ludacris are performing. YaY! Next Friday i have to go to my Grandpa n Lupe's house..how fun.. then the next weekend im goin to Indiana..that will br tight.. ok im not that bored im stop there LoL but yal know school starts in 46 days. thats crazy. good though cuz im ready to get away from theese kids! 3 under ten is too bad. plus all them taght always come voer here its like 5 or 6 lil kids runnin around..like the insaine place..haha..
Joslynne- Dont Forget--Remind me to tell u bout my dream.OMG it was soooo funny..u HAVE to hear it.it has MY sore..(forgot his code name) and my mom n other people..me n my sore were havin a PeRfEcT time..i woke up in a good mood. tell ur mom ur ready 2 come home already! <3
Well ima go get ready for the day n take a shower..then clean..ugh...<3
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~YeSteRdAy~
Got up at 7..ughh,..had went to bed at 2..it was extremely cold! then bout 8*45 Tesa came and picked me n my sister up..We went some places, then ate luinch, then more places and got home around3. Then my mom took us shopping. i got 2 pair of jeans at some store?¿ and then at walmart i got 3 fishie, an expensive necklace --I-- had to pay for and some more stuff. Then we came home..went outsdie til 8..then 4got what i did. i was SOOO upset. its STILL bothering me. i just cried n cried n cried..i want sad, i was just mad..and i still am....then went to bed at like 11*30
~ToDaY~
Got up at 8..Tesa picked us up again. went some places til 12*30, then we went to her house. she cooked then we made the BeSt thing in hte world! then we look at pictures n stuff and played playstation, drove around alil then got home at like 4. my sister fell straight out of the car..it was tOoOo funny im sOoOo tired. in a lil while we got to go to my dads freidns house for something..im not gon~2 make it!
~oLiViA~
My poor poor poor lil sister has strep throat and infantigou AGAIN. she jsut got over in 2 weeks ago..poor baby
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Please tell me if u like my journal or not. I love it!!
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Im so tired i dont even remembetr what else to write. So ima go read erybodys journal n comment. <3
~I love Greg~
*Stolen from Arriale*
-WHAT IS YOUR NAME?: Erin
-NICKNAMES?: alot
-WHERE DO YOU LIVE?: in a house .
-WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: green
-WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?: fillin this out
-WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID? got olivia some chocolate milk
-WHAT IS RIGHT NEXT TO YOU?: a table
-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE OUT WITH:tesa
-IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?: romote control car
-WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: flordia
-WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH? usher n ludacris LoL
-HOW MANY BUDDIES DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR LIST?: dont feel like lookin
-HOWS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? hot
-LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE? tesa
-LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU: aint got a phone
-LAST PERSON YOU TEXT: aitn got a phone
-WHATS YOUR RING TONE? aint got a phone
-WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS: lol a word
AGE?: 14
HAIR? blonde
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? my new jeans and a shirt
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope but ima get some colored ones soon
WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU ATTEND: chs
WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU?: always look for thr positive in life~Brittany <3
DO U OWN A VEHICLE?: a bike lol
HAVE YOU EVER WON A SPECIAL AWARD?: yeah
WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS?: alot..to tired to name thme all..ask joslynne lol
FAVE FOOD: cheese now i think lol
FAVE FILM: light it up and cherry falls
LAST FILM YOU SAW AT CINEMA?: havent been in 4ever
FAVE DAY OF THE YEAR?: depends
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT: i dont ask people out.
DO YOU SLEEP NAKED?: umm no
WHAT IS THE MOST STUPID THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?: all the time!! lol but back in novemeber..make it go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO YOU LIKE SCARY OR HAPPY MOVIES?:both
CHRISTMAS OR EASTER?: Christmas
LUST OR LOVE?: love
KISSES OR HUGS?: kisses
COLOUR ARE YOUR PJAMAS? i have lots
WHAT COLOUR'S YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?: blue n green
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS SURVEY??: i like them haha dork
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: after u break up with some2 u really really care about
WORST SOUND?: country music!!!1ahhhh
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? Greg
ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING? roller coaster or exciting,...im to scarred when its scary lol
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?: 2..gotta see who it is...or 1 if its jos n i know it
MEET ONE PERSON, DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? usher n ludacris.
ZODIAC SIGN: picies
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE? teacher
IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? i hate that question cuz i duno
WHATS YOUR FAVE NUMBER? 51
NO GIRLS, FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT
THONG OR KNICKERS:
LONG OR SHORT HAIR:
TALL SHORT:
BREASTS OR BUM?
BRAINS OR BEAUTY:
FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ON GUYS-
BOXERS OR Y FRONTS: boxers
DARK OR FAIR? dark
TALL OR SMALL: tall
SIX PACK OR NICE ARSE: arse ALL THE WAY! LoL
DOES SIZE MATTER : i wouldn't know
(FOR BOTH TO FILL IN)
MOST IMPORTANT PHYSICAL FEATURE: eyes (n butt LoL)
CHOCOLATE, WHITE OR MILK? chocolate
ROOT BEER OR DOCTOR PEPPER : dr.pepper
MUD OR JELLY WRESTLING? muuud
SKIING OR BOARDING?: boarding
DAY OR NIGHT? depends
SUMMER OR WINTER? winter
CAKE OR PIE? pie
SILVER OR GOLD?? silver,
DIAMONDS OR PEARLS? diamonds
SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Sunset
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE?: no
DO YOU HATE ANYONE?: less than 5
DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING? depends
WHAT DO YOU DREAM ABOUT? wierd stuff...lol jos
DO YOU HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON SOMEONE RIGHT NOW!:Greg
WHO DO YOU TURN TO FOR ADVICE: joslynne first
HERE IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP: depends on for what
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WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF?: SPIDERS!!!! snakes, mice, ltos of stuff accullty
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: tv
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah when im 19
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COLOUR: baby blue n baby pink
CD or TAPE?: cd
ANIMALS?: PUPPIES!!!!
- - HAVE YOU EVER - -
GIVEN SOMEONE A BATH: yeah, a baby
BROKEN THE LAW??: yeah
GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no,
FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND:
GRASS: itchy
ZEBRA: stripes
SOCKS: feet
DUMB: blonde
HOUSE: whos?
BOB: drama class
FISH: n chips (whatever that is LoL)
SPACE: staers
HUG: kisses
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Like R. Kelly says When your goin through hard times, smile, cuz you know your gonna make it through!! <3
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
***IF YOU’RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL TOO.***
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Hey! Whats pOpPiN?
$$ToDaY$$
Got up EARLY at 11*45 haha. Then my dad n Phil came over n ate lunch. I fought with my mom alot... As UsUaL.. cant remember much.. then Heather was over here.. shes so cute.. they were swimmin n layin out n ridin there bikes.. Making messed --I-- have to clean up! We made houses in the garage. LoL. i was tOo bored.
$$SmIlE$$
I talked to "my monster" (moster=boyfriend or boi or man LoL)Greg today :-D. Acully i talked to his cousin most of the time. He is tight. i forgot his name..started with M..oh well we talked for a minute though. ive been in a good mood since then.
$$Usher$$
Ohhh wee. Confessions came out today.. D~A~N~G. i LoVe that video!! i watched the making of that video. i think they put it out too soon tho. its kinda wierd hearing it on the radio because im ALWAYS listening to it on his CD. i lsiten to that more than any other song on there.
$$NeWaYs$$
I need to go read erynodys journal before my mom realizes how long ive been on. LoL.n i got more stuff to do..my show comes on at 12! <3
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Hey!
Well yesterday..i dont remmeber what i did..LoL but i fought with my parents alot..it got intense. LoL
This morning i talked to AJ for a good 30 mintues.. I love him..hes sooo tight n understands n erything..i felt really good until me n my dad n ssiter got into it in the car,,then my mom when we got home..then my g-parents later on...but Aj always makes me feel better! <3 to him~
ToDaY
was very EvEnTfUl..my grandparents were here. I layed out for a lil while but was tOo restless so i didnt really get a tan. Then I rode my bike with my sisters n cousin for the lnogest..Once we dicided to tie all our bikes together.. we were going down a hill and my sister was in the middle. half way down she panics and slams on her brakes. we wrecked..it was BAD..but tOo funny. So we got mad at her. Then i tied this rope to my belt loop and my cousins bike..we were pulling each other then somethin happened?¿ and it ripped my loop off and broke the rope thing and I HURT MY FINGER!!!! {somehow} LoL but ir hurts really bad and its a purple bruise the size fo a penny on my pinky! OuCh! Thats jsut a lil..but i dont wana type anymore
NeWaYs
Im gon~2 wait to get contacts..u have to have a perscription n i dont wana go to the eye doctor at the moment. my momma is prolly gonna take me shopping tomorrow. i want a Fishie! LoL
jOsLyNnE
Check ur mail cuz ima write you until my mom makes me get off. You needa come back already. I NEEEEED to talk to you! Nobody else quite understands like you..Plus i never know who to talk to about certain stuff n what they will say LoL. Miss you chica <3
Hmm
I need to re-do my journal..any suggestions? Well Ima go cuz i need to do other stuff.. <3
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Hey! Man im still sOoOo tired..I went to bed {early} at 12, then got up {early} at 12. LoL. My shoulder hurts really bad but i duno why..its like a creek or something. LoL. Well today Im going to Wal*Mart and gettin my colored contacts! yay! *Neway* My dad said IF we have to move then it will be during July. HOPEFULLY they will approve the whatever so we dont have to though. Ughhh My mom n sister having been asking me to make a cake for a few thousand years. Ima go make them one <3
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Hey!!
OK I will uopdate more..my mom is making me get off...ughhhh.. ok <3
I need to finish read your journal and write you back..my mom keeps coming in here bein her nosey slef..jsut to irriate me. OMG you made me think in what you said about "the question". you know what i mean. i get it know and i duno why im so afraid to admit it to myself. I miss you chica <3~ </marquee>
Went to bed around 2*30 last night..I wanted to go work with my daddy so i had to get up at 8..YES 8 IN THE MORNING! LoL i had a REAL difficult time..it was REAL cold and i was Real tired! So then i got ready, me and my daddy picked up Phil, then went to Austin Peay..we did like 6 dorm rooms..my dad steam cleans carpet..so i had to go put all the furniture up, fill the huge buckets with water, get chemical, go up and down a TriZiLlIoN stairs..and so on..It was ExTrEmElY hot! Then at like 12*30 we went to the Chinese restraunt. After that, we took Phil home because he had to go wrok at 4. Rigth now hes working part time at Pier One..but just until July. lol You should know the sotry its tOoOoOo funny,..but neways then we came home and rested for a while. I was bout asleep then we were leaaving again. So we did 3 more dorms and 2 offices. Then at like 5*30 we went to Arby's.. were were gon~2 go work some more but i really didnt wana. So i FINALLY convinced my dad not to..We went and visited Phil at work..That store is EXPENSIVE..i was gon~2 get soemthin..but i couldnt find anything to match my room. oh well. Then we came home.. i watched the Rugrats Movie. i LOVE that movie. I fell asleep for like 4 minutes then theese stupids kids woke me up!
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Hey!
Ok well I tried to go to sleep at 1*30 but i didnt til around 2*45 then i kept waking up..finally went to sleep good at 10 this morning lol then got up at 11*50..too early.. ate some cheese n dr pepper (LoL Jos) then tried to call Greg, but his mom said he wasnt there, so i called my dad and got online. interesting huh? LoL
My dad said we might have to move cuz of some attorney or something rejecting the thing. Hoprfully he will work it out though. Last night.. i found out i make him cry sometimes..thats messed up. i 4got why my mom said but oh well. he knows ERYTHING..yeah..hes not mad about most of it though. Me N my mom fought ALL DAY yesterrday. i really hate her.. i wish they would go ahead and get a divorce! My daddy can do SoOoOo much better.
*Neways* I dont get this thing.. i did it several times and they were all different. *Stolen from Kala<3* LoL its very strange
♥Erin and ♥Greg | - Have conceived one known expensive child.
- Can't stand to do just anything sweetly.
- Are now available on Disney DVD.
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*Please comment and fill this out about me erybody! *Stolen from Brittany<3*
:WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
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Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Ima go..gotta finish reading erybodys journal..takes 4ever!..<3
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This entry is dedicated to Allyson:
Allyson
Allyson
Allyson
Wait.. Atleast your name is on that thingy! LoL
Gurl your slow.. I sent that mail yesserday so you should get it tomorrow!
Time to really update!~
I WuV aLlY tHe MaGnIf on account of this is her ernty! LoL
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Hey!
The Lakers wanted to loose cuz they want to be the 2005 champions. lol Ima accully watch it next season..maybe..lol I was SoOoOo mad and still am a lil. its ok..atleast they even made the Finals.
My sister woke my up at 12! Too early to be up..lol..We are home alone though so thats why. I went to sleep at like 2 i think. Im talking to my aunt right now..Ima prolly go to her house up in jackson on July 1-July 3. yay
LoL on your words you used Ross one time more than me ..haha.. i 4got to tell you a whole bunch of stuff in the e-mail but thats aight. call Ross before you call me!!!! i know exactly how you feel!
Ima make like LuDaCrIs N rOlL oUt <3
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Hey!
Ok, Im not really in a good mood and I dont really wana say why. Its hard to
--->understand<---. Plus its hard to know who to --->trust<---. If u really wana know I {{might}} tell you.
~Thanks Brittany! You aLwAyS help me..Im here when you need me! <3
NeWaYs
They gotta win tonight..Even though I am MAD at them.. They will! OmG Shaq really gets on my nerves..hes that big huge tall man but cant even make free throws!!! come on now!!
~Joslynne thanks for FINALLY emailing me!! and Pistons suck!! What is the exact date ur commin back?
~Christine thanks for makin me sMiLe! We need to start sendin each other mail again..I found one yesserday. Snail Mail Buddies yay LoL
I would do more shout outs but I gotta go read erybodys journal n maybe take some quizzes..they are fun! lol..and i know my momma gonna make me get off soon.. <3
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